about me

🌟 nonbinary male
🌟 he / they
🌟 adult
🌟 BPD + CPTSD
🌟 Neurodivergent
🌟 age regresses (sfw)
🌟 Original, Up-to-date carrd

about headspace

🌟 some of these are my imaginary friends (IFs), and some are parts. some were born as my facets through dissociation and keep me company & help me cope.🌟 i have BPD+C-PTSD and these are either imaginary friends (IF), kin shifts, identity disturbance, and/or IFS parts.🌟 if you are curious about the psychology that backs these different parts, you can read about secondary structural dissociation, which applies to C-PTSD, BPD, and OSDD.🌟 IFS: Internal Family Systems, a framework for therapy.

Spence [capt. spaceboy]

🌟 male
🌟 he / him
🌟 Birthday: March 8th, 2022
🌟 Companion-type
[ inactive ]
A captain spaceboy who hates sweetheart. Don't mention her around him or show him anything of them together. It disgusts him after the pain she put him through.
A very BPD-affected IF.top art by ginumo
bottom by h3m0cyt3
thumbnail by winslowsfaust

Stranger

🌟 male
🌟 he / him, they/them
🌟 Birthday: April 11th, 2022
🌟 Companion-type & Facet-type
Another BPD-affected IF. Early messages indicate formation from splitting. The harsher side of me that feels suppressed. He wanted to be added here and be known.Has a soft spot for Omori?thumbnail by sintastein
bottom art by Zarth

Omori

🌟 he / him, they / them
🌟 sometimes kin shift,
sometimes internal voice
🌟 Facet-type
He's just Omori. Marked by withdrawal and apathy. Sometimes says scathing things to me.If I’m having a kin shift as Omori, I may seem more curt or less interactive. Don’t worry, it’s not you. I just find it harder to be emotionally available and may have trouble thinking of what to say. This also applies to Razor. However, Omori is not marked by anger as much as Razor.thumbnail by ogokokoball
top art by tsukiseon
bottom art is from the game

Bel / Basil

🌟 genderfluid
🌟 he / him, they / them, petal / petals
🌟 Birthday: September 5th, 2021
🌟 Companion-type
🌟 thumbnail by @sepia_2545Bel's okay with she/her but it's not primarily used. Do not use she/her to refer to me, though, regardless of how I seem.Bel is very similar to headspace Basil (very positive, reassuring), but adorns his hair with lily of the valley instead of a daisy. They can appear like canon Basil, a long-haired Basil, and/or a deer/faun Basil.Sometimes I feel like Bel when I’m feeling more outgoing and compassionate. It’s hard to explain, but it doesn’t really feel like a kin shift, nor is it the experience of someone β€œfronting.” Remember that I’m not a system so I avoid using such terms. I just don't kin Basil, so the closest description is probably I'm experiencing a personality shift/identity disturbance and it is closest to the same one that characterizes Bel/Basil.Sometimes I can feel like Basil in a negative way, too. Such as when I feel lonely and isolated from others. Or he can feel manic and obsessive in his love for Sunny and Omori.side art by @hy_46h

Razor

🌟 male + aro/ace
🌟 he / him
🌟 Birthday: October 9th, 2021
🌟 Companion-type & Facet-type
An IF that is a direct result of splitting. Due to this, he can be cold and sharp-tongued. He is an angry catboy with long, narrow ears and a fluffy tail, so don't mistake him for a dog.His eyes are supposed to be grey, and his appearance & clothing resembles Akira from Togainu no Chi the most + the cat ears/tail. He is not a direct projection of any existing characters, though.An IF whose presence is distinctly marked by coldness, anger, and sarcasm. I rarely outwardly express him and he usually stays as an internal voice. He is the one that encourages me to isolate myself due to an internal mistrust of others and the urge to withdraw.Discovered in January 2023 that he kins Aubrey from Omori. Go figure.picrew source